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Our son passed away last Thanksgiving morning
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<blockquote data-quote="lovemysons" data-source="post: 763303" data-attributes="member: 3305"><p>Hi all…I am still grieving the profound loss of my son. I would like to say that I have learned a lot about myself this past year but maybe it’s still too soon. </p><p></p><p>I am in counseling and am trying to reconcile the past with the present. I have lashed out in anger a lot at my mom this past year for giving me such a rough childhood, marrying an alcoholic with bipolar disorder (which was carried down from me to my son) and also for saying no to me when I asked her if she would go with me to pick up my son in California last year before he died. I told her then that I thought he was close to death.</p><p></p><p>I hear that grief can cause a series of intense emotions. I find myself running a lot. I run to the Casino mostly which has started to be an issue between my husband and I. </p><p></p><p>The pain from losing my precious son will likely never go away but I have to find a way to carry on without causing so much hurt to those I love that are still here with me. </p><p></p><p>Losing my son means no more Suffering for him. I hope someday it will be that way for me too. </p><p></p><p>Below is the tribute for my son. </p><p>Always in our hearts. </p><p>[URL unfurl="true"]https://www.tributeslides.com/tributes/show/R7888WDN45ST7M3B[/URL]</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="lovemysons, post: 763303, member: 3305"] Hi all…I am still grieving the profound loss of my son. I would like to say that I have learned a lot about myself this past year but maybe it’s still too soon. I am in counseling and am trying to reconcile the past with the present. I have lashed out in anger a lot at my mom this past year for giving me such a rough childhood, marrying an alcoholic with bipolar disorder (which was carried down from me to my son) and also for saying no to me when I asked her if she would go with me to pick up my son in California last year before he died. I told her then that I thought he was close to death. I hear that grief can cause a series of intense emotions. I find myself running a lot. I run to the Casino mostly which has started to be an issue between my husband and I. The pain from losing my precious son will likely never go away but I have to find a way to carry on without causing so much hurt to those I love that are still here with me. Losing my son means no more Suffering for him. I hope someday it will be that way for me too. Below is the tribute for my son. Always in our hearts. [URL unfurl="true"]https://www.tributeslides.com/tributes/show/R7888WDN45ST7M3B[/URL] [/QUOTE]
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