I have been through some difficult times, but i don't remember feeling this way in a very long, long time. My heart is heavy, aches. It is just jumping out of me. so much has happened the past few weeks, i wouldn't even know where to begin. issues with my family, husband, easy child and difficult child. I am so scared I am shaking. I am crying I would lock myself in my room forever if I could. i must come to work. I have nobody to talk to, nobody understands. This feeling of being so overwhelmed, so scared I don't know what to do. I am scared of feeling so scared.