This is a little bit of a whine...but not too much. hehehe Sometimes being a single parent really sucks. No one to tag team with. Almost all of the time, I'm ok with it and I don't know if I could handle someone else trying to parent my kids. I've been a single mom for too long. But, when things get bad and I'm not feeling well...it would just be really nice to have someone to tag team with. I've been running a fever for going on 3 months now. So, I'm tired. Exhausted. And now this stuff with difficult child has me physically ill...throwing up and has really kicked up my IBS. I know it's not any kind of virus because I started thinking about the other night with difficult child and worrying about how tonight is going to go and that's when I threw up. No warning. It's so hard to watch her struggle and suffer and I feel so helpless. My mom asked me yesterday if difficult child will ever be able to function on her own. Sigh... I don't know. I know it's too soon to tell, but.... She's my baby. She can make me so angry I could spit, but she's my baby and she's suffering. Thanks for listening.