She is such a fricken mess. I know things are not good when husband and I are fighting. K has been delusional for around 2 weeks now. I can't even keep it straight. But the past 2 days she has been gone. Completely living in fantasy land, husband is walking around with the look, you know. K is convinced when she was born her brain collapsed and when she realized we were her "bosses" her brain started forming again and squeezing together. Forming a new brain and special brain. Closing in growing tighter. She has special powers now and can see her fairies and can can see the monsters that are coming to destroy our house. They are going to smash it. If we don't believe her fairies die. We must join together and fight these things. She was inches from my face last night, "Mom you have to believe me" She is not sleeping well and she waking early. Agitated the minute she wakes. So this morning she is going again. She starts on husband, I was walking the dog. The monster has a name, Mongoo. (Not like Blazing Saddles,Mongo! LOL) She started drawing pictures of him throwing these balls that her uncle built and destroying her Fairies... very graphic and ugly picture... She is in our face again. Urgent needs to call "Uncle Bucky" to build this Machine that can help destroy Mongoo... We need to have a plan. We need to save the fairies. We need to save the world . So she thinks she is at war and we need to help her. I have her in front of the TV, it is the only thing that helps a little. She will get up every once in while and start rambling. I calm her... she keeps telling N she is going to die. We separate them, but N wants to be near her sister. The only good thing is Her and husband are flying to Tucson to meet with psychiatrist on Friday. He is bringing notes. I am just so lost. I have been trying so hard to soothe her and remain positive. I have her and N doing melti-beads. I am trying to keep her as busy as possible. She is so frustrated... Her poor little brain is racing and just pure chaos. I have been manic and a mess. But never so bad like this. I know some of you have had kids who have slipped from reality... has anything helped? While they were at home? I know we have been giving her PRN's... Any thoughts. TIA. I know she should probably be Hospitalized but with the move and all... I just can't. Maybe that is dumb. I don't know. husband has finally come to terms with all of this, he said he is grateful she is just BiPolar (BP) at this point... He fought that for a long time. I am just sad today... I am feeling my hypo-mania coming on. I couldn't get my Ambien filled yesterday and could not sleep. Which well you know.