lovemysons
Well-Known Member
Hi all,
Sorry I have been so "absent". It's been a rough few weeks.
Young difficult child is still drinking. husband won't hardly speak a word to him. I am feeling alittle caught in the middle.
2 nights ago, young difficult child shared letters written to him in prison with me. He told me that he "might" go back to prison that at least there he knew what the expectations were and that no one "owed" him anything.
He also said that money didn't mean anything to him...that he will feel free'er living under a bridge than he does in our home.
He questions if 3rd baby is his...says he's not sure (though she resembles husband and has young difficult child's nose!).
Young difficult child says he has "daddy issues". I can't fix it. I am hurt that after living a life with no dad around for me ever, that I gave him his father and that he doesn't believe his father loves him or can care for him the way he needs.
Meanwhile, he has not seen his family in several weeks. Young difficult child was drunk one night and being quite hateful on phone with wife. We are all waiting for him to stop drinking. Or something to happen...I dread this feeling.
Then...there is easy child. She is home from College...FOR GOOD.
She lost her Scholarship for her Senior year...Poor Athletic performance (only a 160 bowling average).
The next week...she Totaled her car.
The next week it was breaking her phone.
Gawd I hope this "comes in three's" is over!
I don't think we can afford one more blow with this child.
Enough about me and mine...I need to catch up with you all.
Thanks for listening and being there.
LMS
Sorry I have been so "absent". It's been a rough few weeks.
Young difficult child is still drinking. husband won't hardly speak a word to him. I am feeling alittle caught in the middle.
2 nights ago, young difficult child shared letters written to him in prison with me. He told me that he "might" go back to prison that at least there he knew what the expectations were and that no one "owed" him anything.
He also said that money didn't mean anything to him...that he will feel free'er living under a bridge than he does in our home.
He questions if 3rd baby is his...says he's not sure (though she resembles husband and has young difficult child's nose!).
Young difficult child says he has "daddy issues". I can't fix it. I am hurt that after living a life with no dad around for me ever, that I gave him his father and that he doesn't believe his father loves him or can care for him the way he needs.
Meanwhile, he has not seen his family in several weeks. Young difficult child was drunk one night and being quite hateful on phone with wife. We are all waiting for him to stop drinking. Or something to happen...I dread this feeling.
Then...there is easy child. She is home from College...FOR GOOD.
She lost her Scholarship for her Senior year...Poor Athletic performance (only a 160 bowling average).
The next week...she Totaled her car.
The next week it was breaking her phone.
Gawd I hope this "comes in three's" is over!
I don't think we can afford one more blow with this child.
Enough about me and mine...I need to catch up with you all.
Thanks for listening and being there.
LMS