Well I am sorry I have not been around, nor supportive much lately... same old song and dance... Well prior to leaving for Tucson on Wednesday, K had gotten to the point of trying to shove me violently down our very steep stairs, NO railing... trying to knock our T.V's over... one pretty big. She is just at that point where I don't really (like) her at times... I have cried too many nights about little messed up mind... so we needed something to give big time, we needed a break. The flight here to Tucson, husband had to move to and empty seat across from her, due to her "movements" upside down in the seat... Then she locked herself in the bathroom, I had it unlocked and cracked, she pulled it closed to get out and locked it!!! Panic, screaming... WELL, new psychiatrist, she was Awesome... she believes... first off she asked after questioning us, (first apt just husband and I) she said, "And why has she never been on Lithium or Depakote!!!" We then told her about the previous apt with the psychiatrist in Tucson... she rolled her eyes and laughed!!! She said, "I suppose he told you how Early Onset Bi-Polar (EOBP) does not exist!" she laughed so hard and told us to look in the archives of the university and that she had debated with him and kicked his *#*!!! I love it!!! She also told us that our psychiatrist1 from Chicago, was here 2 years ago and she loves her!!! Fully believes in her, and her theories... She told us about Peds, a psychiatrist for me!!! About schools... and the apt next week with K... That we will most likely start medications again. She said we need a break, that is a marathon and all that jazz... gave us other book suggestions. She was like a real person who has a degree and wants to help us. We are remaining cautiously optimistic... K is still horrible. BUT I HAVE HOPE!!! Thanks you guys for constantly being here for me and us!!! We go and look houses tomorrow... then schools next week. K's apt is next not until May 6th. So we have some time to look around and play... It was snowing when we left Idaho, it is in the 90's!!!