STRESSEDTOMAX
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I am in a VERY bad place right now. Our house is the worst it's ever been...and that's saying a lot. difficult child is almost never using a speaking voice - he is ALWAYS screaming. And when he doesn't get his way, the screaming and the meltdowns happen ALL THE TIME now. I have no more psychiatrist any more because we missed too many appointments - most due to difficult child refusing to go or me forgetting dates. So, I've spent two days now trying to find a new psychiatrist and nobody takes our insurance because it's basically a step above Medicaid. My child needs help and I can't get it. I am going over the edge.
To add to this, months ago my son (easy child, 26) was trying to "coach" difficult child and difficult child wound up asking this girl Michelle to be his girlfriend. He is SO not ready for that - he did it because easy child told him to - which INFURIATED me. So this girl comes over to our house last week and sees how immature difficult child really is -and the next day she is "breaking up with him" and telling everyone he acts like a four year old. It breaks my heart. Then, yesterday, two kids pass him notes saying they're not his friends anymore and listed the names of kids who don't like him. Of course, one of the girls was Michelle. I took him home after half a day yesterday because right in front of me, the teacher said to difficult child "I'm not playing these games with you today,Thomas" because he said he didn't want to go in with those kids again. Today, he is at school only because there's a Valentines Day Dance and he's going with his friend who has CP and is in a wheelchair and he didn't want to disappoint her. That's my son. He has a heart of gold and I don't know how to help him. I NEED to find a doctor ASAP.
OK...I'm crying...going to make myself a cup of tea...
To add to this, months ago my son (easy child, 26) was trying to "coach" difficult child and difficult child wound up asking this girl Michelle to be his girlfriend. He is SO not ready for that - he did it because easy child told him to - which INFURIATED me. So this girl comes over to our house last week and sees how immature difficult child really is -and the next day she is "breaking up with him" and telling everyone he acts like a four year old. It breaks my heart. Then, yesterday, two kids pass him notes saying they're not his friends anymore and listed the names of kids who don't like him. Of course, one of the girls was Michelle. I took him home after half a day yesterday because right in front of me, the teacher said to difficult child "I'm not playing these games with you today,Thomas" because he said he didn't want to go in with those kids again. Today, he is at school only because there's a Valentines Day Dance and he's going with his friend who has CP and is in a wheelchair and he didn't want to disappoint her. That's my son. He has a heart of gold and I don't know how to help him. I NEED to find a doctor ASAP.
OK...I'm crying...going to make myself a cup of tea...