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<blockquote data-quote="paperplate" data-source="post: 579984" data-attributes="member: 15831"><p>Yes, he has a neuro, peds, psychiatric etc... The amount of doctor visits is just nuts. What bothers me, is it's so easy for them to slap a label on there, give him a drug and 'wait and see', meanwhile, I have to actually LIVE with him. I've got more sore spots today than I can count. Everytime I put my hands on his chest to keep him from leaving the room, he'd grab my wrists and twist. It's amazing I can type today! My shoulder hit a door frame, my ribs ache and meanwhile, he's in perfect shape! It's crazy, because he's BIGGER than me, but if I had done this to him....OMG! I'd be in jail! However, I know he doesn't belong there. He's clearly having an issue beyond his control at this point. Who breaks their own stuff??? Not to mention, going after mom? Seriously, what bothered me wasn't the physical pain, but the worry about the tremendous amount of guilt and the depression that will follow. This boy has been truly loved and he knows that. But twice now in a month, he has crossed a line, a bad one. I have to wonder how that's going to affect him. Last night he laid, fully clothed in a DRY bathtub and slept! It was sooooo bazaar! I had to take the doorknob off to get in. It was around 3am. I walked him to his room and told him 'I don't know if you can hear me right now, but I love you and we'll get through this'. I have know idea if he even understood what I was saying to him last night. I covered him up and went and slept in the family room just in case he started his late night wandering. I MAYBE got about an hour of sleep. I'm sooooo tired! However, the other two are in school and DS13 is crashed out and now I can't nap because I'm way too upset and I need to be awake to call the doctor when they open. I swear, there are days when I seriously wonder what the rest of the world would think, if they walked in on one of these crazy days. Seriously! We'd all be given straight jackets!!</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="paperplate, post: 579984, member: 15831"] Yes, he has a neuro, peds, psychiatric etc... The amount of doctor visits is just nuts. What bothers me, is it's so easy for them to slap a label on there, give him a drug and 'wait and see', meanwhile, I have to actually LIVE with him. I've got more sore spots today than I can count. Everytime I put my hands on his chest to keep him from leaving the room, he'd grab my wrists and twist. It's amazing I can type today! My shoulder hit a door frame, my ribs ache and meanwhile, he's in perfect shape! It's crazy, because he's BIGGER than me, but if I had done this to him....OMG! I'd be in jail! However, I know he doesn't belong there. He's clearly having an issue beyond his control at this point. Who breaks their own stuff??? Not to mention, going after mom? Seriously, what bothered me wasn't the physical pain, but the worry about the tremendous amount of guilt and the depression that will follow. This boy has been truly loved and he knows that. But twice now in a month, he has crossed a line, a bad one. I have to wonder how that's going to affect him. Last night he laid, fully clothed in a DRY bathtub and slept! It was sooooo bazaar! I had to take the doorknob off to get in. It was around 3am. I walked him to his room and told him 'I don't know if you can hear me right now, but I love you and we'll get through this'. I have know idea if he even understood what I was saying to him last night. I covered him up and went and slept in the family room just in case he started his late night wandering. I MAYBE got about an hour of sleep. I'm sooooo tired! However, the other two are in school and DS13 is crashed out and now I can't nap because I'm way too upset and I need to be awake to call the doctor when they open. I swear, there are days when I seriously wonder what the rest of the world would think, if they walked in on one of these crazy days. Seriously! We'd all be given straight jackets!! [/QUOTE]
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