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<blockquote data-quote="Copabanana" data-source="post: 709890" data-attributes="member: 18958"><p>Well. I gained 55 pounds up from 127 pounds. (I have lost maybe half. It has taken 3 years to lose half.)</p><p></p><p>Now you would think that I would be very, very careful to watch what I eat knowing how hard it is to lose. And for the most part, I am.</p><p>But come that day when I kick my son out...and feel despair...like my own life no longer matters. Well? Forget it. I feel like I don't deserve anything. That nothing is "worth it." And do you think in that mood I feel like denying myself? Or do you think I feel I am "worth" self-discipline, or taking that walk?</p><p>I know what's gonna happen. As sure as day. I want to lose the other 27 pounds. I feel my life depends on it. (It may.) But you know what?</p><p></p><p>I could give a sh--t. In those moments. But I recover. I backslide. I find myself again. And back to the drawing board.</p><p></p><p>Excuse me. I am going for that walk.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Copabanana, post: 709890, member: 18958"] Well. I gained 55 pounds up from 127 pounds. (I have lost maybe half. It has taken 3 years to lose half.) Now you would think that I would be very, very careful to watch what I eat knowing how hard it is to lose. And for the most part, I am. But come that day when I kick my son out...and feel despair...like my own life no longer matters. Well? Forget it. I feel like I don't deserve anything. That nothing is "worth it." And do you think in that mood I feel like denying myself? Or do you think I feel I am "worth" self-discipline, or taking that walk? I know what's gonna happen. As sure as day. I want to lose the other 27 pounds. I feel my life depends on it. (It may.) But you know what? I could give a sh--t. In those moments. But I recover. I backslide. I find myself again. And back to the drawing board. Excuse me. I am going for that walk. [/QUOTE]
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