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<blockquote data-quote="Copabanana" data-source="post: 670646" data-attributes="member: 18958"><p>Hi Cedar and New Leaf</p><p></p><p>I am wondering if I am on strike from life because I do not want to leave my family. I have wondered that before. My mother is here in my house with me. What remains of her. </p><p></p><p>I have to some extent separated from my sister--in the sense that she does not loom so large in my head, terrorizing me. </p><p></p><p>But I wonder if actually triumphing in my life (would that would mean, here, is to clean and leave my house, for starters, and begin to achieve goals) feels to me to be leaving my family and my home <em>as if was when I was a child.</em></p><p><em></em></p><p>There must have been a strong, strong prohibition within me to not do so. And there must have been a strong, strong desire, equally strong. </p><p></p><p>I am wondering if this is why it was so meaningful for me to leave the country. And I nursed that desire for many, many years. </p><p></p><p>But at that time my mother was not dead and my sister did not hate me because I had triumphed over her.</p><p></p><p>I have to go right now <em>to do something. </em></p><p><em></em></p><p>I am very, very happy you have begun this thread, Cedar. I will focus my CD time on it. Thank you.</p><p></p><p>COPA</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Copabanana, post: 670646, member: 18958"] Hi Cedar and New Leaf I am wondering if I am on strike from life because I do not want to leave my family. I have wondered that before. My mother is here in my house with me. What remains of her. I have to some extent separated from my sister--in the sense that she does not loom so large in my head, terrorizing me. But I wonder if actually triumphing in my life (would that would mean, here, is to clean and leave my house, for starters, and begin to achieve goals) feels to me to be leaving my family and my home [I]as if was when I was a child. [/I] There must have been a strong, strong prohibition within me to not do so. And there must have been a strong, strong desire, equally strong. I am wondering if this is why it was so meaningful for me to leave the country. And I nursed that desire for many, many years. But at that time my mother was not dead and my sister did not hate me because I had triumphed over her. I have to go right now [I]to do something. [/I] I am very, very happy you have begun this thread, Cedar. I will focus my CD time on it. Thank you. COPA [/QUOTE]
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