Perhaps "somebody" should thank God for all the prayers that have
been said for your family...particularly your son. Truthfully I
don't believe you have said (or written) one single phrase or sentence that could be used against you. It is OK to say you are
sad, scared, worried, concerned, frustrated etc. That is what
healthy adults do instead of stifling all emotions.
Focus on the future and know we are here and ready to provide support in anyway you choose. Many hugs. DDD