Californiablonde
Well-Known Member
So I got back from lunch and my supervisor told me she needed to talk to me about something. I screwed up, yet again. Third time in the last month. I don't want to get into details. Lets just say it was a major oversight on my part and a parent is very upset. She is complaining to the principal. This is the same lady I screwed up with last month too. Now I'm in trouble. What's worse is that my supervisor told me that I am too "spacey" and "out of it" at work. She says that people have come up to the counter when I've been working at the computer and I've missed them. She also said that people will talk to me and I act like I don't understand them. I have no idea what she is talking about. I speak perfect english and rarely do I have to ask someone to repeat themselves. As far as the "spacing out," I can't help it. When I'm focused on one thing I tend to block out everything else so I can work. It's why I always did so well in school. I used to be very good at concentrating on my school work and I was good at blocking out any noise or talking by other students. Got me straight A's in school but at work I'm a screw up. Add that to the fact that I got a kid who hates me and I can't get to school, feeling lower than low right now. Downright worthless. And someone on this board insinuates I don't deserve custody of my kids. What a self esteem booster. Anyway, thanks for listening.