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<blockquote data-quote="Scent of Cedar *" data-source="post: 667487" data-attributes="member: 17461"><p>Maybe this is where I will get to, Serenity.</p><p></p><p>I still feel sad; I still feel betrayed.</p><p></p><p>"I invalidate them as insignificant as of today."</p><p></p><p>It doesn't feel insignificant, to me. I am so angry, still. It all feels so stupidly wrong.</p><p></p><p>A treasure of tin.</p><p></p><p>A cheat, or a trick.</p><p></p><p>It is what it is. I am coming into acceptance of that, but I don't much care for it.</p><p></p><p>I will just have to be angry and offended for a little time more, maybe.</p><p></p><p>That would make sense, as I refigure the shame base. It could be that this is the anger I once turned on myself. Now, I am focusing it outward; now, I am naming criminal behavior for what it is, instead of believing the fraud or the coward or the criminal here, is me.</p><p></p><p>But I am seeing that I am the one who imprisoned myself.</p><p></p><p>Huh.</p><p></p><p>Cedar</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Scent of Cedar *, post: 667487, member: 17461"] Maybe this is where I will get to, Serenity. I still feel sad; I still feel betrayed. "I invalidate them as insignificant as of today." It doesn't feel insignificant, to me. I am so angry, still. It all feels so stupidly wrong. A treasure of tin. A cheat, or a trick. It is what it is. I am coming into acceptance of that, but I don't much care for it. I will just have to be angry and offended for a little time more, maybe. That would make sense, as I refigure the shame base. It could be that this is the anger I once turned on myself. Now, I am focusing it outward; now, I am naming criminal behavior for what it is, instead of believing the fraud or the coward or the criminal here, is me. But I am seeing that I am the one who imprisoned myself. Huh. Cedar [/QUOTE]
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