ktbug. Ever since I've been in the hospital she's convinced I'm going to die. Admittedly it's been a tough few years around here; yet there is nothing anyone can say that will convince kt that I'm here to stay for a while. I have a doctor's appointment tomorrow morning - kt is coming along; dr has agreed to speak with kt & answer any & all questions (within reason) kt may have. My dr feels that we need to bring kt's anxiety level down to help me heal & gain some strength. In the meantime, we're scoping out respite for kt for this coming weekend - get her some kind of break. We may need to utilize some type of emergency shelter if kt's level of anxiety doesn't decrease. kt's psychiatrist is willing to increase her PRN for the next couple of weeks - just to get over the hump, if you will. I'm sorry I haven't contributed much of late - I've been a bit weak & sleeping a great deal. Thanks for the ear.