difficult child has been saying and posting some really dark things in the last couple of days. A lot of it is based around his deep seeded hatred for his father. He also keeps hinting at suicide. Writing that he's better off dead, he should have been aborted, why was he born, life sucks, he doesn't deserve life or love, he can never be helped, etc. He keeps posting very dark poetry on Facebook as well. It's so weird bc one minute he seems fine - joking and lighthearted and the very next minute he's off on these rants about how much he hates life. I have tried to reach out to the court and shelter director. The court never got back to me and the shelter director said they are doing everything they can but it takes time. He did get his ID today so that's a step in the right direction. He will be able to get services easier since he has an ID. I feel so helpless right now. I know he's suffering and is in so much emotional pain and I don't know how to help him. It makes me so so so sad. I'm so scared he's going to snap and hurt himself. Please pray for him. And if praying isn't your thing then please send some positive vibes his way. Even though he doesn't know it he needs all of the support, prayers, and good vibes he can get.