To feel normal again? You all know my year, the loss of job, dog, house, and dad. Then the endless moving of Mom, Matt and Me. And now that everything is settled, I feel empty, gone, emotionless, and more than anything tired. Just stupidly tired. Like I wake up and go for a walk, and immediately want to take a nap. And I don't think it is physical, more mental. Like everything just seems too hard. Maybe if I had a full time job it would be better? But I have yet to find anything here. And with that, might I say, I am not looking as hard as I should - it all seems so futile. I am taking my vitamins, eating well-ish, sleeping a lot, sort of exercising but I could do a lot more. Maybe I should join a gym or something. I don't know - just wondering if any of you have been through this or have any advice. I feel kind of frantic - like what if I stay this way forever? Will I ever be the same? How long will this take? You know, like a child - lol.