I feel like I want to scream, yell, cry, just bawl my eyes out and I don't know what to do!!!!!! I get call from my mom yesterday said difficult child called her for a ride cuz he was left by his "friends " in a town about 1 hour away. We were going to go get him but then received a text from him that they came back. Then mom calls me back saying a police officer from this town had called her but didn't understand the message. So I called the officer back. Well here's the story difficult child was caught on tape stealing from a store there, bad enough I know. The real kicker is the car they are in is stolen!!!!! The officer tells me he knows difficult child is not the one who stole the car that he is just caught up. But they need him to turn himself in for the theft. They say they need to question him about the car, finger print and picture for the theft and he is released. They want the girl driving the car. She apparently went to a dealer in our town for a test drive and was to bring the car back the next day and didn't. I know difficult child has no license and insurance in order to do this. The officer said the first one to turn themself in has charges for the car dropped but if difficult child is caught in the car he goes for grand theft and retail theft. Roughly 10 to 12 years. So since all this I have been trying to get him to come and let me take him to talk to them. I told him thru texting if he gets caught in that car its all over. Needless to say work was rough today. I text him at lunch and told him I will come get him and we will go he said OK. But when I got ready to leave he stopped texting and I don't know where he is. I have had his real friends trying to get in touch with him but no responce. The girl he is with is the same girl who turned him onto heroin. Don't get me wrong he is no angel, but difficult child is also not a typical 18-19 year old. He is very immature, then mind of a 13 year old. He still calls me Mommy, like when he was little. I am affraid he is laying someplace dead, in jail, or something. He has been depressed for a long time and these drugs are making it worse. I don't know what to do. I feel like I am dying inside!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!