I was reading the post on the teen board by maya67, and when I read this comment of Star's, it made me cry. Death of your dreams is sometimes harder than death of an actual person. You're so right...everything I had hoped for when Miss KT was born, is so unlikely to happen because she is the way she is. There is some closure when someone passes, but there is no closure to the confusion and chaos she brings along wherever she goes. I hadn't thought of it this way before. This was truly a revelation to me.