I put this over here because this is the area I have really miscommunicated in. I owe you all an apology and I am so sorry that on a couple of threads my answers seemed too abrupt or judgemental. I know one of them was in response to a "poor kid" statement. When I wrote the response I had a complete thought that I wanted to convey. Somehow as I typed it and went over it to make it sound right I came across as being too judgmental and as pointing fingers. I did not mean to cast stones or upset anyone. I just have such a problem right now with the addition of keppra that it is very hard to get the right words on paper. I try to go over all my posts a few times to make things sound "like me". Wakeupcall and MidwestMom, I know for sure that what I wrote came off sounding wrong and judgmental. Other posts have come across being very black and white. I cannot even think of a group of people I admire more than all of you here at our "soft place". I am sorry for sounding like I don't support you. Thanks for understanding. I am going to take a little more time and write some shorter answers in the next few weeks until I can get this medication out of my body.