Previous post on Pot and Alcohol. Don't know much at all about what is going on with my son as he still barely speaks to me. He moved in with his Dad when I took his car away. He moved out the Friday before mother's day. He did come see me on mother's day and this is the last I have seen him. I have had mixed feelings about this. At times feeling relieved and sometimes extremely sad. My husband came to pick me up in his (son's) car today after a bike ride and it upset me a lot for some reason to ride in that car. Tomorrow at our church they are honoring the graduating seniors, ( he graduates high school in a couple of weeks ). I was asked by one of the church members to write something out about his future plans.They don't know he doesn't talk to me anymore. I told my husband I dread even being there for that ceremony. The church buys each senior a bible. Not sure I will go. I understand the talk of detachment. I've only known about his issues with Pot and alcohol since March. I guess not seeking advice but more so needed to vent to someone who understands. I have been getting in some money from the invitations I sent out that I deposit into his college account because I don't think I need to give it to him. I try to put this out of my mind, but it wanders back frequently and I just find myself extremely sad when I think about how this time (graduation) would be so different if all this hadn't happened.