I am fairly certain husband is manic again. He sees psychiatrist tommorrow and I am also fairly certain he will be sent to psychiatric hospital again. I am in a much better place to deal with this, but it will still be hard. I hate what it will do to the kids and what the last few days have done. They have been very hard. I am ok, did not sleep much last night but hopefully things will be good enough that i can take my sleeper tonight and get some sleep. This is hard, and though I don't have the same feeling of fear and dread as before (it is easier once you have been through it, at least for me), I am still not up to snuff. I am sorry I have not been posting to many threads, I just have not been in a place to offer good ideas.