It is so hard to believe. difficult child will be 13 years old tomorrow! He didn't feel well this morning and had an alprazolam on the way out the door. I don't think the skunk smell in the neighborhood helped any - I know I couldn't stop from gagging when I went to the van. Tonight at 10:00 he had a mini panic attack. Some thoughts flooded him overwhelming his body/mind as he was trying to get to sleep. I gave him a PRN for that. He wants me to wake him up at 5:41 am tomorrow to celebrate the moment he was born (Diva was born at 10:45 pm - how is that for opposites? Both hard times for me to be up). We are going to a local convenience store for a special birthday breakfast pizza (the lady will have a fresh piece with a candle on it per her request). I will leave work early, get a balloon and lunch for difficult child. I will deliver them with one of his gifts at 12:30 lunch time. I am thinking a chicken dinner from either KFC or a local DQ type place. Not sure what he wants to do for supper - his choice. I suppose I better get to bed so I can be up by 5:40 am! Maybe scheduled C-sections aren't so bad if you have kids who want to be awake the anniversary moment of their birth? (or maybe I should have lied to him about the actual time? LOL!) Ugh!