Thanks to all who have offered encouragement. I did check jail rosters last night and he wasn't there. Today I think he tried to call me but I just can't (or don't want to) speak to him. I am really beginning to detach. Sometimes I think maybe I'm wrong, maybe he really isn't using. But my gut says he is. Anyone else have doubts? I did get good news: I passed my comps! I will have my masters degree in December if all goes well! God is good!