Well I finally broke down and told the boyfriend I'm bipolar. He took it quite well. I didn't scare him off like I thought I would. He wanted to know what I'm like when I'm manic. I was very careful with my explanation. I told him I'm highly sexual, get irritable, don't sleep, and get very talkative. He thought that sounded not so bad (especially the sex part!) Truth is when I'm manic, besides the sex stuff and lots of energy, I also turn into a big raving argumentative b****. Normally I as sweet, shy, and soft spoken. When I'm manic I'm loud and aggressive. Definitely not the person he fell in love with. Still, he wants to see me manic. Wants to know what it's like. Oh boy he really has no idea. Thanks to Geodon I haven't been manic in four years. Hopefully it stays that way, or he's gonna find out the hard way. I am just relieved I finally told him and he didn't make a big huge deal out of it. What a weight lifted off my shoulders.