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<blockquote data-quote="New Leaf" data-source="post: 676555" data-attributes="member: 19522"><p>Thank you Cedar, I treasure your words and will think on them. It is true. I did not want to keep looking back but realize I have to face this to really heal. I am sorry sisters, if I sound flaky, I think I am in a state of confusion, between well, just everything. I have entered the deepy dark swirly whirly without even seeing it. </p><p>Except now it is between my two and my past. I struggle with those tapes I was supposed to take to the dump. " Don't look back, leafy." " Don't feel, leafy."</p><p>I have to get ready for work, I forced myself to go walking, and it didn't feel good, but I am going to do it anyway. <img src="data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7" class="smilie smilie--sprite smilie--sprite4" alt=":mad:" title="Mad :mad:" loading="lazy" data-shortname=":mad:" /> </p><p>I can't get off the chessboard if I don't know why the heck I was on there in the first place. Until I sort through this, I will end up being a pawn to the memory and truth of it.</p><p>Have a good day friends and be kind to yourselves. Whatever "self" means.........</p><p>confused leafy</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="New Leaf, post: 676555, member: 19522"] Thank you Cedar, I treasure your words and will think on them. It is true. I did not want to keep looking back but realize I have to face this to really heal. I am sorry sisters, if I sound flaky, I think I am in a state of confusion, between well, just everything. I have entered the deepy dark swirly whirly without even seeing it. Except now it is between my two and my past. I struggle with those tapes I was supposed to take to the dump. " Don't look back, leafy." " Don't feel, leafy." I have to get ready for work, I forced myself to go walking, and it didn't feel good, but I am going to do it anyway. :mad: I can't get off the chessboard if I don't know why the heck I was on there in the first place. Until I sort through this, I will end up being a pawn to the memory and truth of it. Have a good day friends and be kind to yourselves. Whatever "self" means......... confused leafy [/QUOTE]
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