Hi, I just wanted to let you know my thoughts go to you all. I haven't had the time to post responses to offer my support to those whom have had struggles these past few weeks. I wanted to be there for YOU so please know I am thinking of you. Some of you are aware I'm helping my sister whom has stage 4 cancer and who lives in a remote location with a host of rescue animals. Last week she was hospitalized unexpectedly and I've had to stay at her home - no net access nor cell phone service for me. I'm pretty isolated when I'm up there. Today my son appears again in court (he's in custody) to set a date for trial. I don't think he'll get bail and his father refuses to pay for the lawyer any longer. I'm not sure what is going to happen and he's had no contact with anyone as he has no money on the books for calls. This part I'm grappling with as he won't contact me due to restraining order and all my monies have been going to pay my sisters bills as well as caring for my aged mom (who refuses to leave my sisters side.) Still, I wonder if no contact with anyone (re: son) is a tad harsh and have debated whether I should put a few dollars on his tab. Lastly, my other son whom has Aspergers and does reasonably well - with the same job for many years and his own paid for condo which he purchased on his own was suspended from work. This was for comments made to his new manager which he views as picking on him. My few weeks from hell as I'm awaiting my sisters prognosis- they fear the cancer has spread to her brain and are awaiting test results, my son's prison term, the possibility of my other son being fired, my mothers impending loss of her home due to my brothers hoarding issues. Sheesh! I thought things were tough before but never had so many things piled on me as all of the above but I'm still hanging in there. The other night sitting on my sisters porch on top of that mountain with all her animals around me , I look up at the sky and see a double rainbow!!!!