but sometimes you reap what you sow. I do not reply to many posts, I just do not know what to say. I do not get a lot of replies to my posts, but that goes to the above. It is ok. I find comfort in reading, in learning about what others do and are going through. I know that I am not alone, that there is really something wrong with difficult child, it is not just me and it is not all my fault. Sometimes when I post I am so emotional that I am sure my posts do not make much sense, and I wish I could explain myself better. Sometimes I just cannot convey my idea in text, it is just too much. There are times I have been discouraged because I have not gotten many replies on my posts, but I got over it and chose to remain a semi active member here. There are some I feel closer to than others, but that is relevelant in all areas of life. I guess in view of a previous post I just felt I had to say something, but did not want the post to be in a negative light, just a realistic one. I am not bashing the board and its members, and am sorry if anyone percieves it as such. This is a good place, and I have never felt purposefully hurt by the members here.