so i was hopeful today, and it's not looking good tonight. I know i'm eating up the boards about this stupid transition of me working and how difficult child's handling it yet i gotta vent. it's going on eleven. i have tried to settle her down at least 4 times. its' not working, i had to cave and let her come downstairs onto couch. so here we are. she's not manic, its different tongiht. infact lately she's been odd yet thats a whole other issue. she's been kinda dragging herself a bit, not a seroquel thing hard to explain. sort of tired drained thing. weird. no cold or anything. just tons of drinking and tons of eating which there must be about 6 arguments a day over food consumption. yet i can't seem to stop the liquids with her. she'll have like 7 drinks within an hour of watching t.v. back and forth to the water thing, constantly back and forth to the bathroom. i'm calling dr. at some point tmrw and setting up lab appointment. for blood work. ok off topic sorry. now this could be a fluke, she could just be anxiety ridden tongiht adn it could settle down. yet i kinda knew this was going to happen tonite. i'm hoping that at some point she tires and settles down and calms down tongiht. i need some sleep. as it is i'm walking in announcing tons of issues i can't be half asleep and sick? this reminds me of when i tried to work before i gave up and i left the office. the continous sleepless nights, the anxiety in her, the anxiety in me everyday at work, etc. well, i'm hoping that she calms down, i feel bad. yet i've done all the talks i can to try to help. i'm all outta talking now.