I have not been letting this whole court thing bother me. With all the proof from the psychiatrist and psychiatric hospital, I believe they will drop the charges. At least that's what I've been thinking and telling people but..... I went to church this morning by myself because the boys didn't want to go. We go to a very small church and everyone there is sooooo friendly and caring. Anyway, I got there and walked in and everything was fine. UNTIL.....I sat down. Anxiety started creeping in but I wasn't sure why. We started singing and I started tearing up. Then one of the ladies came back during greetings and asked how I was doing. I lost it. I started crying and telling her a brief version of what was going on....just the basics. I couldn't stop crying after she gave me a hug and went back to her seat. I sat there crying for about 5 minutes then snuck out during the next song. I guess I'm more worried than I thought...I think....who knows.