My difficult child is homeless again for 1 day and calls have been relentless. I have let my voicemail box fill up at work so he can't leave messages. I have receptionists informed to call police if he shows up. I have restraining order and hadn't called police up to now , opting to ignore calls just out of kindness. But now he has been calling house which he rarely did and wants same thing; money and rescue. I told him on phone yesterday if he checked into ER we would take his dog. I am sooooo tired. He left message last night that he wants to meet me at dunkin donuts to talk. I'm not going of course, but now our weekend is impacted by waiting for him to show up here ( we will call police) or constant phone messages. I have been dreading this for a long time. His name in paper again, jail maybe? Then he gets out and it all continues ? I feel just rotten today. I love him and this is eating at me constantly. I am not having trouble taking these steps, but I am just tired and resentful and I admit, embarrassed as this is a small town. Also, just sick wondering where it will all end?