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<blockquote data-quote="Sunlight" data-source="post: 74041" data-attributes="member: 97"><p>of course you are tired. so much to think about and worry over. I know when ant had this last hearing, I hibernated and took off work, to tired to talk even for two days. I am so tired of his life that I can barely speak to him anymore for more than a few minutes. I have to protect myself from his misery. </p><p></p><p>I dont even think about the prison thing yet. every time I was afraid of some consequences of ant's he went ahead and raised the bar. he has no limit. I do.</p><p></p><p>so now I make sure I take care of me and what I can do. I cannot fix anything anymore for anyone. </p><p></p><p>I accept that. </p><p></p><p>moving is scarey too. I have been in my house 33 yrs. it is home. then again, there are lots of sad memories there. lately I try to change things in it to make it mine alone now that everyone else is gone. </p><p></p><p>if you are tired sleep</p><p>if you are sad-cry</p><p>if you are lonely-call someone</p><p>go with it. it cant last forever. feel what you need to feel. I know going outside is always healing for me. take a blanket and lay on it and see what shapes the clouds make. if it is raining, take an umbrella and sit where you can watch the rain wet the flowers.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Sunlight, post: 74041, member: 97"] of course you are tired. so much to think about and worry over. I know when ant had this last hearing, I hibernated and took off work, to tired to talk even for two days. I am so tired of his life that I can barely speak to him anymore for more than a few minutes. I have to protect myself from his misery. I dont even think about the prison thing yet. every time I was afraid of some consequences of ant's he went ahead and raised the bar. he has no limit. I do. so now I make sure I take care of me and what I can do. I cannot fix anything anymore for anyone. I accept that. moving is scarey too. I have been in my house 33 yrs. it is home. then again, there are lots of sad memories there. lately I try to change things in it to make it mine alone now that everyone else is gone. if you are tired sleep if you are sad-cry if you are lonely-call someone go with it. it cant last forever. feel what you need to feel. I know going outside is always healing for me. take a blanket and lay on it and see what shapes the clouds make. if it is raining, take an umbrella and sit where you can watch the rain wet the flowers. [/QUOTE]
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