Well in just about an hour we will be meeting with our son's therapist and showing her everything we found about our son, what he wrote, etc. We do have a plan in place. We meet again on Thursday with our son. From there we go to the inpatient/outpatient treatment center. I'm a wreck - second guessing myself, wondering if I am doing the right thing, if maybe I am over-reacting to all of this and now I'm going to put him through more stress. Please think of me and my husband today. It's going to be hard.