Not sure of the correct phrasing but let's just say that today would have been my 21st wedding anniversary with husband. I have such pleasant memories of our 20th; husband planned a long weekend to a cabin in northern WI - right on a lake. husband, kt & I had so much fun together & doing our various hobbies & such apart. husband bought me the most beautiful anniversary ring. I expect today to be a bittersweet day - I see my therapist this morning & then I'll head out into my yard to plant 3 spirea & 2 cone flowers I bought yesterday. I'm going to plant them near my bird feeders under the south windows in my kitchen. I'm a lot calmer this early morning than I have been all week long. As I said earlier today will be bittersweet but I don't feel like I'm going to fall apart as I have at other times. Thanks for listening.