After a couple of postponements tomorrow is the day my son will have his hearing for his 2 violations of probation on an original assault charge. He has been in jail for almost 2 1/2 months. I am pretty sure he will be sentenced to at least a year (as told to us by public defender) but son is trying to convince himself he will come home tomorrow. I feel many different emotions... I don't want him in jail, I think he needs mental help.. And am scared if he comes home he will go back to the girlfriend and the cycle will once again begin. So on the one hand I want him home... On the other hand I'm dreading if he does. In the meantime girlfriend is with a new guy (I've seen pics on facebook and ran into them together at the store) but she is telling my son she loves him and wants to be with him. I have texted her and begged her to be honest with him... That I don't care if she is with someone else but to please let him go. (which would be best for all) She told me to mind my own ****** business and stop getting involved. I probably will not sleep tonight.. Ughhh. Last night on the phone he was talking about suicide... Not the first he's threatened that. I do think alot of that is emotional blackmail... But I always wonder... What if... So I worry and stress until I hear from him again. Thanks for letting me vent. There are not many people in my life that know what I'm going through so I appreciate this forum and the people in it so much!