I am fried here too. Went with the clinician and difficult child 1 to the psychiatrist appointment. I am starting to feel is might be me? Cos I have two difficult child seeing him and constantly, I mean CONSTANTLY he keeps on telling me it's my mental health letting me see all these negative things and nothing positive. I always sit there for hours thinking what is wrong with me. Today, psychiatrist spent about 10 mins with difficult child 1, then me and the clinician went in and difficult child 1 went to next room. psychiatrist asks me how things are since the discharge. I say all well, a couple of meltdown but not as severe as before. Then psychiatrist says, this is something weird,cos when I spoke with difficult child 1, he doesn't give me the image like what you are giving me... He says difficult child 1 is always yes,no,I don't know... I say ya the school always say he is a man with few words..... then I told him about difficult child 1 confided in me that teacher don't like him cos he keeps on talking to his friends in class.. psychiatrist immediately interrupted and say ' see,this is something I don't get it,you just say he is a man of few words,now you say he can't stop talking?' then psychiatrist says my words are full of frustration and anger when I say difficult child 1 is manipulative for example,when he is being sent to his room and not allowed tv, he would bring the remote control with him. psychiatrist say ' are you sure he is trying to provoke? I replied I am not sure if he is trying to provoke or getting attention. Cos every evening he set dvr recording for more than one show and others couldn't watch what they want to watch. when I informed psychiatrist bad things,he says my mental health caused me to see only bad things and when I told him things are good.he picks on my words....how much frustration or anger does a word ' manupulative' sound? To me it's just how I feel, nothing personal... This psychiatrist is one top psychiatrist for kids with Autism Spectrum Disorders (ASD)... But I feel everytime I go in, I am being judged and doubted...I don't know and no longer know what is wrong with me.