I'm trying really hard to hold myself together for the next few days. I'm finishing the school year out---my seniors are done and I have only one class a day, so I have lots and lots of time to sit and think---not a good thing today!!! I will sign a lease today on the apt. husband is going between being supportive and being a jerk. I am looking for hand-me-down furniture---Thanks God for friends! I've got graduation Friday night, and I have to call the names of all 240 grads. Then I can fall apart. Until then, please send some good thoughts.