to head down to southeastern Wisconsin to attend my brother's wedding in a couple of weeks. I'm fearful of the airport - the level of activity is confusing to me. I don't want to get lost or miss my flight. husband would have to drop me off at the airport & head off to work that day. Most of all, I can't seem to find the energy & enthusiasm to find a new dress that will match my cane. A pair of dress shoes to go with the friggin scarves I wear to cover the bare patches of scalp I have on my head. I can't find makeup to cover the scars on my face from the shingles so people won't stare; especially children. It's official - I'm afraid to go out in public; in places that are loud & confusing. I want to hide my face - my body. I'm scared to go & visit my family.