To summarise- son got arrested three days ago for possession of controlled substances with the intent to supply. This is definitely a custodial sentence, released on bail...aahhhhh. Thrown out of his flat so had no choice but to bring him home. This was after 3 hours in the emergency department with no real progress, he was threatening suicide and basically acting crazy. This afternoon come home to the two younger daughters crying, he has a knife and is going to hurt himself. Son is out, unfortunately to my parents but this is it..... my son who has done his very best to destroy me, husband and daughters for the last few years, and I'm driving away with him, prepared to sleep in my car with him because I can't let him leave in his state of mind and my husband says he can't be home anymore. So I go to my parents, really good people and now I can only think of them. Don't know what to do. Just need to vent and know I'm not alone.