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<blockquote data-quote="Albatross" data-source="post: 721526" data-attributes="member: 17720"><p>BG, it is so nice to "see" you here. I have wondered so many times how you are doing. It is hard to believe it has been 9 months.</p><p></p><p>I too think that the "real" Aaron was the fun and smart Aaron, but his overarching need to get out of his own head space pushed the "real" Aaron down. It is so hard to understand the addict's brain, but I too think that, though the addict was cruel and frightening, Aaron loved you very much.</p><p></p><p>And I like to think that on the other side he has been able to see all of this clearly, to "fill" that hole that no one could access, and to find peace.</p><p></p><p>I am not sure one would *EVER* stop wondering if they did enough after surviving the death of their child, BG. Those feelings are completely normal and completely understandable, regardless of how much we did or didn't do. But I followed your posts closely and I know that you did everything, EVERYTHING, a mother could have done.</p><p></p><p>I hope you will continue posting and keeping us updated on how you are doing.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Albatross, post: 721526, member: 17720"] BG, it is so nice to "see" you here. I have wondered so many times how you are doing. It is hard to believe it has been 9 months. I too think that the "real" Aaron was the fun and smart Aaron, but his overarching need to get out of his own head space pushed the "real" Aaron down. It is so hard to understand the addict's brain, but I too think that, though the addict was cruel and frightening, Aaron loved you very much. And I like to think that on the other side he has been able to see all of this clearly, to "fill" that hole that no one could access, and to find peace. I am not sure one would *EVER* stop wondering if they did enough after surviving the death of their child, BG. Those feelings are completely normal and completely understandable, regardless of how much we did or didn't do. But I followed your posts closely and I know that you did everything, EVERYTHING, a mother could have done. I hope you will continue posting and keeping us updated on how you are doing. [/QUOTE]
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