I know I don't post hear as much as I really need too. LOL But since June, I have lost 14 pounds (lost 20, regained 10, lost 4 again). This is shaping up to be the first Christmas in about 10 years that I have not weighed more than the Christmas before. My Christmas gift to myself I'm ashamed that I skipped a 10 year reunion of some friends I really wanted to see because I was too embarrassed that I've gained 100 pounds since I last saw them. A smaller group is getting together next Thanksgiving and I really want to go but I know myself well enough that I know if I don't lose at least another 60 pounds I won't go. We also have a family reunion this summer and while I will go no matter what my weight (we have many in the family that struggle with weight). I would love to be able to go on all the rollercoasters with my kids So I have my goals and I hope to have the courage to post here for support.