Hound dog
Nana's are Beautiful
It has been a rough couple of days. I've been walking around in a rage that has me shaking and can not concentrate to the point where I can barely remember my own name. I'd have skipped school except we had an exam on monday and check offs for giving shots today. The check offs really threw me for a loop. I was a mess. No tears.....I don't cry in public....but my mind was just gone. The needles and syringes made me think of Bff and I just couldn't get past it. Instructor asked me several times what on earth was wrong with me, had I suddenly turned blonde? I just don't mess up when it comes to check offs. But my mind was everywhere but on what I was supposed to be doing. She basically had to walk me through the entire thing so she could check me off on it. And good grief, it's something I've done before without issue.
Nichole and I went over to see bff's husband and the boys tonight. I called and asked them what they had to eat because Nichole wanted to see them. The husband said he'd had the boys out most of the day trying to keep them busy and they really hadn't eaten anything and there was no real food in the house. So we picked up KFC on the way over. The boys are holding up fairly well, although I still think the 14 yr old is in schock. The 9 yr old.....it's hitting him and he was glad to see me. They ate as if they were starving.
And I have to say I'm surprised they weren't over with bff's family. But I've noticed that hasn't been the case. Odd. And hard to make sure their eating if no one is watching out for them. So I'll have to keep tabs on that.
Unbelievable as it sounds, bff's drug suppliers, her so called "friends", had the nerve to show up at the house today. Bff's husband totally lost it and unleashed his own rage on the guy and might have killed him if a neighbor hadn't pulled him off. He's been waiting for a visit from the police.......but evidently the dealer doesn't want to go that route. Bff's husband had warned them to stay away, I guess they were just too stupid to listen. So he now has arranged for friends of his to keep watch at the funeral to keep them away.
The autopsy is complete. The funeral is thursday evening. easy child and Nichole will be going with me.
Bff's husband wion't return to kentucky. He talked it over with the boys and they don't want to move. So his brother gave him a job and they'll be staying in town for now.
This is just surreal. Seeing the boys and her husband this evening I kept expecting her to walk into the room.......
Nichole and I went over to see bff's husband and the boys tonight. I called and asked them what they had to eat because Nichole wanted to see them. The husband said he'd had the boys out most of the day trying to keep them busy and they really hadn't eaten anything and there was no real food in the house. So we picked up KFC on the way over. The boys are holding up fairly well, although I still think the 14 yr old is in schock. The 9 yr old.....it's hitting him and he was glad to see me. They ate as if they were starving.
And I have to say I'm surprised they weren't over with bff's family. But I've noticed that hasn't been the case. Odd. And hard to make sure their eating if no one is watching out for them. So I'll have to keep tabs on that.
Unbelievable as it sounds, bff's drug suppliers, her so called "friends", had the nerve to show up at the house today. Bff's husband totally lost it and unleashed his own rage on the guy and might have killed him if a neighbor hadn't pulled him off. He's been waiting for a visit from the police.......but evidently the dealer doesn't want to go that route. Bff's husband had warned them to stay away, I guess they were just too stupid to listen. So he now has arranged for friends of his to keep watch at the funeral to keep them away.
The autopsy is complete. The funeral is thursday evening. easy child and Nichole will be going with me.
Bff's husband wion't return to kentucky. He talked it over with the boys and they don't want to move. So his brother gave him a job and they'll be staying in town for now.
This is just surreal. Seeing the boys and her husband this evening I kept expecting her to walk into the room.......