Well went to pain doctor early this morning and we had a little chat. They really dont do much for what I have going on except medicate with pain medications, a muscle relaxer I really have no use for and neurontin for the nerve pain. If I want to do anything else I have to go to another specialist...sigh. Well...we decided to change my pain medication. I didnt think that the methadone was doing anything for me and I was afraid of some of the reports I had read about higher doses. So we changed to morphine sulfate. This is an extended release tablet so I only take it twice a day and it is one of those that is formulated so that people cant steal them, cut and crush them to get high. Im thrilled about that. I dont have to worry about Cory anymore but I dont trust his friends. I really hope these help me with some of the pain. I know it wont get rid of it but if I can just go from my current 8 down to a functional 5 I will take it.