Ugh I forgot how sick lexapro makes me! D/H is still being a walking roller coaster, patience is wearing there. Militant SW saw him yesterday and I don't know what was said but it set him off major. difficult child II is doing great at program, gets home and blows up at me. They still insist it's "enviromental" difficult child I is still without a job but did get up in the AM the last 2 mornings. I feel green and tired and I am wondering where to from here?