I find I'm feeling sorry for myself on the weekends, now that h and I are seperated. I'm sure it's normal in any seperation and I know in time it will get easier, but I don't like this feeling. I'm not doing anything different then I would have when he would take off to VT by himself all the time. I guess then it felt like a break from everything and I had a little vacation, but now that it's my normal weekend, I find myself feeling lonely. Last night I went to dinner with my sister in law and brother in law, then they came back to my house and we played cards. tonight I am going to the friends house we would always hang out with and play cards with on the weekends and we are celebrating my sister in law's birthday. This is a normal weekend, with or without him, so it's really nothing different then I would have been doing if he was still here. I'm not quite sure if I'm feeling sorry for myself, or I'm getting angrier, because he's now all moved into his bachelor pad and hanging out with all his new friends at night and acting single. I'm not acting single, I'm acting like a responsible 46 year old mother and doing the sames things I always have. I'm hanging out with his brothers and their wives as I always have and he's out doing who knows what???? What bothers me is I've always liked having time to myself. It was always something I cherished, just being able to spend a night reading a book, or watching what I wanted to watch, but now that I can do it all the time, I find I have to constantly keep busy doing other things. Is this all normal????