So since taking Remeron I gained 25 pounds. I used to weigh 125 and wore a size four. Went up to 150 and a size ten. During the summer I went on a diet and excercised my butt off. Lost ten pounds. All I had to lose was 15 more pounds by Christmas time. Well I blew it. Big time. Cheated on Halloween. We had a party here at work with lots of goodies and I indulged. Went to my mom's house later that night to take the kids trick or treating. Had candy at her house. Totally blew off my diet. Was supposed to get back on track and restart my diet the next day. I didn't. I cheated again. And again and again and again. Used the holidays as an excuse. I gained back those ten pounds I lost. And then I gained even more. I have no idea how much. I am too afraid to weigh myself. I don't want to get too discouraged, but I know I gained a lot of weight. One pair of my jeans won't even zip up anymore. And my fat jeans....ugh! You know about the fat jeans, right? You know, the loosest pair of jeans you own. The pair that you wear when your on your period and bloated or you've just eaten a big mexican dinner and you know you gained a couple of pounds. The fat jeans are loose on you so you wear those when needed. Well I'm wearing my fat jeans now and they are super tight! And no it's not my time of the month. I gained a serious amount of weight. I made some good progress over the summer. Now I went backwards and boy am I ****** off at myself. I made a New Year's resolution to lose all this weight by the next school year. That's eight months till September. I have decided to go on Weight Watcher's when I get my big tax check at the end of the month. I figure if Jessica Simpson can lose 50 pounds on it then surely I can lose it. So until I start with the Weight Watchers I'm doing my own thing. Counting every single calorie. Anybody else trying to lose weight and want a diet buddy? Cause I could sure use some extra support.