I had a good nights sleep last night. My h is taking off for VT for a few days and told me when he gets back on Sunday he will be moving in with a friend until the apartment he's moving into is ready. I got out with friends for a few hours last night also. I feel revived for now. I am looking forward to some much needed space next week to begin getting my thoughts together. I'm not drowning today My head came a little bit above water. Hopefully it will stay that way.