I feel so bad admitting I don't like my daughter, I feel like its admitting Im a bad parent, like there is something wrong with me. I should like her, but she drives me insane and most of the time, I dont even want to be near her. She knows what nerve to hit and goes for the jugular every time. She tries to hurt my ds and then gets angry with me for defending him and keeping him to next to me. I took all three kids with me to Disney this weekend, I took pictures with EJ and Lin and my grandmother noticed on facebook that I had no pictures with Nae. I explained to her that I don't like being next to her because her energy cloud is like a vacuum and it sucks you in. She is an emotional vampire. She told me that I should try harder. I don't know how to try any harder, I do everything I can and spend every waking moment trying to "fix" something she did. The kids in the neighborhood will play with my other kids but not with her and she goes ballistic when I wont let her play outside, but shes been accused of stealing and hitting. This is where I live. I have no friends, no outside relationships. My mom, sister and brother wont come to visit me because of her tantrums and wont let me go visit with the kids because they are afraid of her in their homes. So... what do you when you don't like them??