i sat here tonight as usual difficult child drama. def. dont have to fill you in there are about umm 3 other threads out there im sure...... what would you wanna do with yourself that is, if you had the time away from your difficult child's? if you could regain lost time, make new time to do it? what would it be? your own personal accomplishments, whatever it is. i sat here tonight and acted like a normal person for five minutes and thought to myself wow the things i'd like to do and accomplish...... i wrote a pitch a while back for a show tv talk show about kids like ours. got actual responses from different networks in hollywood was exciting, packages delivered had to sign for them. well it went nowhere because they said that i had to get an agent. i began searching for one and well i got married and this happened. i want to finish my stupid book i havent' finished. all about how to survive our difficult child's and every mistake i've made known to man. a dont do what i did book. travel more. i like to travel. not to ronald mcdonald houses' yet i like new places that feeling of adventures sort of thing i want to leave a mark that i was here somehow to help other ppl somehow in some small way, even if its just they learn from my mistakes regarding kids like ours, i feel like thats kinda my purpose somehow. deep i know....... anyone else???