I just can't do this one more day. My difficult child is driving me over the edge. The DCFS worker met her yesterday and her words were, Jody, I have never met anyone quite like your daughter. She is a handful, and I have met a lot of troubled kids. She is 11. It takes three weeks to get her in the Residential Treatment Facility (RTF) that says they are going to take her. I don't know if I will be able to mentally make it that amount of time. Everyone is fed up with her. Every social agency and help that I have is just sick of it. They can't understand why I just don't put her in foster care, but then they tell me to carefully think about that. She is so miserable and mean and hateful. I just don't even want to talk about her anymore, but I also don't want to lose her for ever either. My health is deteriorating, mental and physical. My finances and home are a wreck and I am having to rehome some of my pets because of her. I've lost homes, jobs, friends, relationships. SO SO Sick of it. Just needed to vent.