Ok. So this is what I get for being sick and surfing the net. I belong to classmates .com because I hope to connect with 2 good friends from hs. I get this email from them........Well, ok, I get tons of emails from them which I ignore because I'm too cheap to pay the 20 bucks to be a "gold member" lol. I don't even rememberwhat the origninal email was. I just started surfing the site to see the changes. This morphed into looking for a few people.......which morphed into doing a search for my 2 step brothers from my Mom's 3rd marriage....whom I didn't find which I thought was weird. So I did a search looking for their Dad, my ex step dad, and found him complete with a photo. Wow. My Mom went YOUNG that time around. He's a whopping 3 years older than my husband. (and Mom told everyone he was only 5 years her Jr. lmao) He looks the same, only he has white hair. Now here's the deal. I was a total difficult child on this poor guy. Right up there with any difficult child on the site. And while he wasn't a saint, he did try to do right by me and be a good "Dad". (I was 14) Worst thing I can say about him was that he was so jealous over Mom's 2nd husband whom I do call Dad and consider as such. (passed away when I was 22) So, I've always wished I could apologize to the poor guy. Between my Mom (a piece of work herself) and me, he was in over his head. And even though I was full blown difficult child with him, many of the things he did and taught me managed to stick. The biggest being that I was smart, smart enough to go to college. (he was the first to ever tell me that) He's is a gold member of the site. If I post on his bulletin board, he'll see it. So..........Do you think I should take advantage of the opportunity? Or let sleeping dogs lie?